This is me at five years old. My childhood was not straightforward in any way, shape or form. I was often lonely and outcast by other kids because my upbringing was unconventional and marked me out. But I was free and I was mostly safe. No strangers tried to take me. I didn't get lost and I knew who to trust. I find it very hard to understand why someone would take a little three year old girl. I am hoping above hope that Madeleine McCann gets back to her family safely.